...She cold, overfreeze, I got that girl from overseas, Now she my miss America, now can i be her soldier please, I’m fighting for this girl, I’m a battlefield of love...
Currently Listening To : Jon Schmidt - Cherished Moment
Throughout my life, I've tried so very hard to please everybody - making sure that we always come to a compromise and everybody's happy. Hence, always being dubbed as Mr.Nice guy... I don't know if it's a good thing as much as I doubt it is now. However, I believe there's only so much one can take.
Boundary is what I always looked at to protect my personal interest. It's set in such a way that if one doesn't crossed his/hers into my "territory," I'll be perfectly fine with whatever they do. But the fundamental and pivotal idea is that there must be mutual respect between our actions. And that's what I personally demand from all individual regardless of age, culture, race, or country. You could be a complete stranger to me, but if you show me respect, I'll give you respect. Otherwise, you're nothing more than a scumbag.
If that's what I expect from a complete stranger, it's only natural for me to expect something MORE from a "friend" (or possibly close to blood brother/sister). At the very least, respect. I never believe in using a friend to achieve personal glory or social status because that just means one's being an opportunist. Well, maybe it's perfectly fine in this modern demanding world, but I absolutely don't expect and will not tolerate such actions from anyone whom I considered as my "friend." It's heartbreaking to know of such and I can't help to think to myself, "Does our friendship not worth as much as whatever you want to achieve?"
I'm just absolutely gutted by the way I'm treated by people. People that I come across on a daily basis. People who apparently "respected" me for who I am. People who I've known for too many years... The famous phrase is, "Jeremy doesn't mind. He's fine with everything." Wow! Hold on a sec, just because I constantly compromise doesn't mean I'm ALWAYS fine. I'm only human (like everyone else) and there are times when I won't agree on something. Speaking of which, do anyone actually care of how I felt about something?
Maybe I'm being oversensitive, but I've got feelings, too. If everyone of you are allowed to express your dissatisfaction or throw a bitch fit in front of me, I get to, too. I could careless of my reputation if need to. I'm no longer a push over. To hell if you think you can take advantage of me from now on.
Jammy wish to jump on a plane and just head back home.
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This is when all my fellow friends jump in and shout IN-MY-FACE, "I HATE TO SAY I TOLD YOU SO! SUMMER IS BOORING!!" :| You see, there's like 27 calculus formulas (mixture of inverse derivatives and integrals) laying in front of my table shouting for me. Why? Cos' I apparently need to learn about them by Monday. 27?! YES, 27... Don't you wish to be me? Great...
So if you haven't realize, Summer has began... The lifeless graveyard effect of OC is back as much as I detest. The weather is being a devil. My hair is as bushy as the amazon jungle - yes, it's THAT deep - and it's irritating unless I iron it to make it all floppy-ish. Haha! I'm losing weight but I don't feel it - my physical appearance remains. I feel lazy and sloppy cos' it's the Summer. Owhh boo... NOT GOOD!
People ask, when are you exactly coming home. I wish I could answer them with a definite answer but long and behold, that question beats me. In other words, I've no clue, either. UNLESS, one of the gazillion of you actually miss me enough to buy me a flight home. I'll be more than happy to be back home RIGHT NOW! Not even kidding. I believe I've said this before, it's moments like this that makes me homesick and melancholic. As soon as the feeling of emptiness creeps in, the rest is history. You got that right, EMPTINESS. :(
"What exactly do you do to keep you away from boredom?" Ahhh, that's simple. NOTHING! Nah, I'm kidding. Surprisingly enough, I've been spending an insanely amount of time in the Chinese's apartments. Sure makes me feel closer to my roots. My spoken Chinese is probably at its best since I'm 12. Not to mention my writing and pinyin, too. Haha! The only unfortunate fact is that if I talk to anyone of you guys back home in Chinese, I'm considered as LALA. So, that's a BIG no-no. But anyways, I've been "polishing" my Chinese with my daily conversation with any of them. Apart from that, I'm also catching up with my social life. Prison Break is on its last episode of the ENTIRE SHOW this coming Friday after running the wild goose chase for so many seasons/years. Chuck season 2 has ended, so is Heroes season 3. I haven't watch Wolverine & Star Trek as much as I would like to. But I managed to watch 17 Again, Marley & Me, Push, Hanah Montana: The Movie (Hahas?), Brides War, Race To Witch Mountain, Obsessed. Ya, that's a lot in a week time. But hey, time is all I have. ;)
New students aka FRESHMEN are already in for orientation. Those lucky monkeys got the new Macs along with the 4th gen iTouch. URGH! I'm still trying to find a way to lay my hands on those lovelies, but so far, to no avail. I applied for a post in IT called Apple Rep(resentative), but they wants a resume - something in which I've no clue on how to do, yet. But that post will land you a NEW 13-inch Mac. But yea, I'm probably too late for that now. There're definitely ways in which I can get my hands on those Mac, we'll just have to wait and see. :)
BEFORE I FORGET, it's Mother's day, today! I wish I could make a gift as awesome as Ms.Taylor Swift, but it's definitely beyond me cos' her gift is so flippin' awesome! It sure made me cry. :'( If you're puzzled and wondering what the heck I'm talking about, view the following.
SO CUTE KAN??? Owhh, how I love Ms.Taylor.
:D
BUT, in the spirit of an engineer, THIS is for MY mummy! Not the best, but definitely true. <3
